Emak.

Perbualan dgn Mak most of the time bile ckp bende yg general mmg okay. tapi bile ckp bende yg penting slalunye sy takkan puas hati. Lebih lebih lagi ckp pasal perasaan sy.. or how I truly feel.
maybe mentality kita berbeza maybe mak takpaham sy. Or maybe ape yg sy cuba smpaikan tak sampai2..

Kadang2 ia membawa kepada perasaan yg disappointed. She never understand me or trying to think the way I think.

Sama la kalau ckp psl arwah Sofia. Knp Sofia meninggal, Mak tak paham2 bile sy terangkan.. I have to repeat all over again... Mak tak paham ape yg sy lalui. At some point sy rasa Mak mcm salahkan sy.

Sy tak minta org simpati kat sy, even more sy tak suke org bersimpati pada sy.. sbb most of the time I needed someone by my side biasanya I will ended up solving the problems and emotions alone. Maybe I don't trust anyone. not even my blood?

Tapi Mak awesome je. Sometimes je sy tak dpt support yg diharapkan. but all.okay. I can handle myself.

Sy pun bnyk salah.