Tuesday, 23 September 2014

Can I let you go?

Masa mengandung dulu. I always wanted a baby girl. maybe sbb anak buah sy semua lelaki. 3 from my family.and 3 from my husband's family. mcm okay enough with baby boy.. haha.. I never knew I had a girl until I actually giving birth to Sofia. :( Mmg early pregnancy dh panggil nama baby Sofia even xtahu laki ke pompuan.

Time husband bgtahu its a girl.. I was sad. rasa nk menangis kuat2.. tapi my parents dtg melawat pulak time tu kat hospital. Tahan je dulu nnti diorg sedih pulak.

Kan best kalau Sofia survive..

Sy nk tgk Sofia growing up, how she looks like and whats her character.

Takpe lah. bukan rezeki sy, bukan rezeki atok and nenek Sofia nk main2 dgn cucu pompuan.

I miss you Sofia syg. every time I lay down and touch my belly. I remember I always do that to touch you. to feel you inside me.

Astagfirullah Innalillah.

Bile boleh 'let go' Sofia ni? 

Pic kenang kenangan with Sofia. :( I have uploaded the pic in Instagram tapi biar je situ tak delete. I'm proud I get a change to have you Sofia even for 6 months.

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